LilacSea

So... I've been terribly busy with work fellow friends (not sure who all is even still active) I'm a CNA and work a lot and it's some hard work... when I am home I feel like I don't have time to do anything except relax! 

I also changed my username from VestalVirgin to LilacSea. I bought a Nikon D7000 yesterday and am hoping to get back into the photography business. Upgraded from my Nikon D40. Not a big huge jump because my dream camera is a Canon Mark but.... That'll have to wait till I have the $$$ and I'm satisfied with my new one. Can't wait to try this baby out. Anyways, I'm back! <3

9u35rwgs So, I messed up. Bad. And there's no way of fixing it. Without making it too obvious, I'm just going to let it be. Say my farewell and hope for the best. Sometimes things are just not meant to be. But, you also can't rely on destiny to work it out. You have to make something happen yourself. And since things are just effed up. I can't. So, no sense in trying anymore. When I say this farewell, I'm debating. I already have it all thought out. Every last word.


Pooey.

They seem so realistic, especially the ones you wish were real. But they're not. *sigh*
Anyways, ONE MONTH, until college starts. And I need to go job hunting this week and
turn in my job applications that I got a month ago. Bahaha. I am such a slacker. But no, seriously.. I need to
find a job really bad. Before school starts. Cause if I don't... then I'm screwed
UGH. I am nervous for college. I really am.